new look

i've got my hair cut

i've got a new pair of glasses

i've lost some weight

in general

i guess you could say i've got a new look

but i still feel the same inside

boo! :D

an nyoung :)

how has everyone been?

great i hope :D

anyway today is the 14th againnnn

weeeee~

:D

happy 8 months anniversaryyy!

gosh am i happy

hahaha

i hope that silly will always be happy and healthy no matter what

and

hope that he'll do well in his coming exams :)

lots of love from me to him ♥

gosh!

time really flies doesnt it?

boy can't i wait to go home!

'but the sad thing is

i might not be able to go back until december :(

*sob sob*

oh well

i guess there's only one thing i can do

that is

STAY STRONG!

i shall try my best ;)

that's all for now

see you peeps soon!

song of the day:

Janice & Sonia - Officailly Missing You

back to planet unknown

hello earthlings..how was your day? (:

anyway..im leaving planet earth to go back to the unknown planet again..its was kind of nice being back to planet earth..but i had to pay a price for it..and i wont go into the details..incase i get too emo..dont want that to happen (: but im really sad to leave my little earthlings..especially that super silly one..im gona miss them all..its gona be kind of hard going back there..but i have no choice..my mission on earth (JPA interview) is completed..

nevertheless i did have a lot of fun with my earthlings today..hong, khan, ler, loong, shiuan, cai en, jian shen and shen wen ;) what a bunch of sweet people..(except ze khan!! haha XD) oh and loong took lots of my dao gei pictures @@ i shall not put them on display..lol..plus i've already packed my camera cable..sorry earthlings..we played frisbee in the morning at taman jay..then we played at the playground and we had lunch at amcorp (: btw..thanks to the NOOB hong for belanja-ing me lunch..hehe XD and it was good to see that daibi shen wen again..haha..still the same..talks so much..hahahaha XD and that silly earthling was so sweet to want to get me a gift before i leave..but i said it's alright..i've already gotten the best gift (:

that's all for now my earthlings..dont be too sad..i'll be back to visit again in another..er..8 months? aikz..but i'll be back..hehe..sending out my love to all my little lovey dovey earthlings <3 and please so TAKE CARE! all of you! (:

out of sight, out of mind

do you know how it feels to be so left out?

to be isolated from the rest of the world?

out of sight, out of mind

that's what they say

will it really happen?

it's my 100th post 

and it had to be an emo one..

where are you??

excuse me people!!

where the heck are you??

i've been sitting here for an hour plus and no one is coming online

stupid stupid people

faster online laaaaaa~

im bored out of my witsss!

dont tell me everyone's gone out to celebrate a??

i only had korean maggie mee le

how pathetic -.-

no one to celebrate with me

SOB SOB!!

but a bit disappointing la my chinese

haih

but luckily the rest all not too bad la :D

screw chinese

i chose the wrong topic to write

that's why it's so screwed up

sighhh~

looks like you people dont miss me anymore

i just have to find something to do now

zzz

im so pathetic

always have been anyway >.<

bye peeps who dont miss me :'(

update

hmm..i know i promised that babi sio and yongqing 

to update about my birthday

but guess what??

i didnt transfer the pictures to my laptop

they're in my sister's laptop

so im really sorry about that

so i'll update when i've gotten the picture

anyway

its autumn here

and the weather is getting cold

and being me

im ad dying cold

but im kinda getting used to my hands being numbed from the cold

but guess what i still wear shorts to class

haha..its comfortable

but i cant do that in winter

i'll freeze to death..haha

currently its 17 degrees here

and the wind is so strong

so it makes it colder @@

anyway spaghetti 's on the menu for dinner tonight (:

im hungry already

i shall go and cook soon..hehe

dont miss me too much

and good luck on thursday! (:

p/s: today's oral went quite well..woot! :DD

hail storm

okay people

i officially hate hail storms!!

they are horrible!

there was a hail storm today

and i left my room window slightly open

and guess what??

my room is SOAKED!!!

and my room is carpeted

so it absorbed all the water

and it started to leak downstairs!!

n i didnt know

until i slipped and fell in a puddle of water

and i was like OMG!!

then i rushed upstairs to get a towel

and saw the mess in my room

i was like O__O

and the window netting came off too

i stunned

i had to call my cousin over to help me clean the mess

and u wont believe the amount of water the carpet absorbed

and now i am left with a stinky room

the damp smell from the carpet is killing me @@

i hate hail storms T.T

moral of the story: keep ur windows CLOSED! 

melbourne

hello little earthlings

i realized i havent told you how life in melbourne is like

i've only told u the things that happened chronologically

so i'll tell you how life in melbourne is now

well the transportation here is fairly good

so a lot of people travel by pubic transports

such as the train and the tram

these are the most common transports

trams are like mini trains that work like a bus

(there are no buses in melbourne =O)

yi shiuan! this is a tram..hee

it has it's one track and route

so cars have to stop for it to pass

and it's quite safe to walk and cross roads here

cars will always give way to pedestrians

if u cross at a zebra crossing

and there are traffic lights for pedestrians too

so its really easy and safe

okay..moving on to the next

is rubbish

we have to sort out our rubbish

recyclable and non-recyclable waste

and there are different rubbish bins to throw them in

im kinda used to that

cuz back at home i actually put papers to recycle

so yeah

the service here is good too

when you to into a shop

the workers will ask you if you're okay

or they ask if you're fine

they dont say 'how can i help you'

felt kind of strange when they ask if im okay

haha

but im used to it already

if you tell them you're fine

then they'll leave you alone

not like back in m'sia

the workers like to follow you around

and i hate it

hmm..that's all for now

i cant think of anything else

if i remember anything

i'll blgo again..haha

oh oh wait

i made new friends!

Vivian - a girl from china

Yuki - a japanese boy

Katie - a girl from hong kong

yuki and katie is in the same class as me (:

anyway i start class tomorrow

quite excited..hee~

okie..that's all for now

bye peeps! (:

dont forget to smile

hmm..i've been here for 12 days already

and still i cry >.<

oh man

i miss home =(

i miss everyone back at malaysia

this place is great

but i think i'd rather be back home

home is where the heart is, no?

but i guess i have to get used to this

i need to be here for another 4 or 5 years

sigh

i guess i have to make the best of what i have now

but its hard

harder than i expected ><

i thought i would be strong enough to face this

looks like i just proved myself wrong

nevertheless there's nothing i can do

except to be stronger

i wouldn't want people i love to worry about me

that would be mean

so i will try my best to carry on

perhaps when classes start things will get better

i'll get busy and wont have much time to miss home

but i think a part of me wants to miss home

to make sure i dont forget any memories and anyone

that's all i guess

loves to everyone (:

aussie

hello people..im finally here to update..hehe (: So ya..i wanted to blog on the 3rd..but i was too busy packing n checking all my stuff i didnt have anytoime to blog =.= but i duno la..i wasn't feeling anything on that day..it was like i was numb..been sad the whole week..so i guess i was numb or too depressed to feel aynthing..and it didnt feel real..it didnt feel like i was leaving on that day..it was too soon..so i also didnt really know what i was feeling..plus we were so busy packing..everyone was so tense..we didnt realy have much time to think about anything else..time passed by very quickly and night fell..we headed to KL centrel after having dinner with the family..and took a sky bus to LCCT. Ning n Hue were already there waiting for us..i only expected them to come..but hock eu, jian shen, ler and zanhong also came along..i was a little surprised..well ler, hong n jian shen both told me they couldn't come..but i was really really hoping that ler would come..and by the way he talked i guessed that he would come and i know he's not so cruel de..hehe (: i didnt expect to see hong n jian shen thought..but come to think of it..i should have known jian shen would come..cuz he just told me he couldnt come..usually he would apologize non stop and feel really guilty etc..but i didnt tihnk of it til now..but im really glad they came =DD but the funny thing is..they wanted to surprise me..but i ended up surprising them..haha XD (thanks to my sis who saw them) i was walking in their (ler n hong) direcion..but they didnt see me..haha..so i went to check in first..hehe..and surprised them after that..haha..but thanks alot soh ning xin, sio leng hue, chew jia ler, yap jian shen, mok zan hong, khor hock eu, ng yubin and yeow yi shiuan =DD thanks to everyone who called me too (:

4th feb

time to board the plane..we hugged and said our goodbyes..the stupid nin cried..and made me tear a little..and that stupid hue also cried..oh man..hugged everyone else and went it..didnt really sleep well on the plane..cried 2 times..once is when i heard 突然好想你 second time is when i read hue's note to me =( after 8 hours on the plane we finally reached melbourne..it was drizzling and the wind was cold..but still bearable..so we got to our place..it was exactly like the movies..lol..brick houses with chimneys..cottages..then we went to a nearby grocery store..there was a shortcut to the store but we didnt know...so we took the long way..and lugged everything back to our place..we had our lunch at 3pm..haha..the people were staring at us..haha..after that we unpacked and had dinner..at night my cousins came over and we talked a while..then we went to bed..there was no fan or aircond in the room..but the wind was so cold that we had to use our blankets..im not used to this..

5th feb

woke up at 1pm @@ lol? so we skipped breakfast..haha..we found the shortcut to the grocery store and train station..oh ya..we stay beside the train station so we hear the train passing by every 10 minutes..so anyway be bought our ticket and hopped onto the train and went to the city..we then took a tramp (its like a bus) and went to my college..and college is very scattered @@ and because the new building is still not done..i have to use the old building for about a month =( so yea..basically we walk alot..and the weather was very cold..and its still summer =.= i cant imagine winter >.< but the weather is not humid..so my skin is very dry..we had lunch at hungry jacks also known as burger king back in m'sia..and we walked and walked and walked..and that was about it..then we finally took the train back..but we took the express train that didnt stop at our station =.= so we had to take another train back to our station..and we went out for dinner with my cousin..then we went to the city to get some stuff for the house..we came back at about 11pm..onlined a while and slept at about 1am..i cried before i slept..so now..i know how to travel to my college by myself (:

6th feb (today)

i woke at 12 (slightly better than ytd XD) had lunch? lol..and now we're just bumming at home and im writing this post..haha..might be going out for dinner with my cousin tonight..btw..food here is good..hehe..i must resist temptations

or im going to be so fat..haha..anyway  i really miss you guys..and im coming up with a sore throat..geez =( but i'll take care (: dont worry..i dont usually write this long..so just bear with me..so miss sio is this post marvelous enough for you? XD

my great escape

and a good book -

is what i need to escape from reality..

(updating for ning ^^)

song of the day:

Miley Cyrus - I Miss You

i wish i could wake up every morning without feeling upset

i need to get used to this, but i dont think i can

patience is a virtue, i must wait patiently

stand still

yea i know i havent blogged for a long time..

but because jian shen requested i updated..

so i shall..lol

anyway went for class trip on the 19th and came back on the 22nd

then left for bangkok on the 23rd and came back on the 26th..

rested one day and went to hock eu's house today..

we had fun..

its really scary how time passes by so quickly..

37 more days til i leave..

im quite upset about it..

i havent had enough time with the people i love..

im not ready to leave just yet..

but what can i do?

i can only cherish every moment i've spend with them..

and make full use of the time i have left..

i do hope it goes by as slowly as possible..

but who am i kidding?

sigh..

drowing in my thoughts

im not sure since when and why..

but lately i've been thinking again..

thinking alot again..

im not sure why but it feels like before..

when my brain just starts working on its own..

and as usual..

the effect on me is not negligible..

especially at night..

but nevertheless..

i know i will pull through it one way or another..

like i always do..

im not just in my best condition..

but it will be over soon..

im sorry..

p/s: i hope you know that is has nothing to do with you

it's personal myself and i

we've got some sraightening out to do

it's time to be i big girl now

and big girls dont cry

song of the day:

Fergie - Big Girls Dont Cry

the end of another stop

so we're going to graduate tomorrow..

its scary how time creeps by unnoticed..

my 5 years of being in catholic has passed in a blink of an eye..

so what next?

more studying and more graduating..

lol..

my high school life has been a blast..

no doubt..

except a few exceptions..

i've met so many interesting people..

who have made my high school life memorable..

and there are the people who left footprints in heart..

that are irreplaceable..

all my lovey dovey babes..

my retarded LM babi and lembu(s)..

the super cute scouts..

my classmates..

and all my beloved friends..

i really want to thank you for making my high school life..

an awesome one..

i will treasure the moments we had together..

and to those who i have hurt..

im truly sorry..

lastly i wana wish everyone good luck in everything you do!

(:

random question of the day:

what will happen to you after i leave?

*sigh*

bed of roses

life's not a bed of roses..

though i wish it were..

the end is near..

untitle

its been ages since i updated..

not really ages la but..

it certainly feel like it..

anyway i totally wasted my holidays..(as usual..><)

lately i've been having mood swings..

doesnt feel good..haih..

there's a particular friend..

that doesnt seem to trust in me like before..

the reason?

i have to idea..

but somehow i just feel that way..

there are secrets that are being kept.

however that person doesnt know that i already know it..

i was just testing to see whether that person would let me know the secret..

and the answer is clear..

i was rather upset about it..

but i guess it doesnt matter anymore does it?

i shouldn't have expected so much..

anyhow i respect that person's decision..

i'll just let the matter drop and forget about it..

i guess our bond are just not strong enough..

its sad to know that..

but life moves on..

and places, faces and people change..

i have something else on my mind..

marshmallow test

this video is super cute..

the expressions on the children's faces are super cute..

the agony of waiting..

but this is a good way to teach them self discipline..

and it teaches us that sometimes..

we have to learn to say no to ourselves..

付出

别人付出会得到收获，但我呢？

一分耕耘，一根收获；

是谁说的？

invisible

sometimes i wish that i was invisible...

but i dont have to wish no more..

cuz to some i already am..

guan huan will be leaving in a few hours..

take care..we'll miss you..

Christmas - i'm really gona miss that name..

my heart doesnt feel good..

little nyonya

its been quite some time since i updated..

had a date with my books..XD

anyway my mom has just finish watching this show..

called The Little Nyonya..

and i watched a bit here and there..

and im glad i watched it..

reminded me of who i am..

and im pround to be a nyonya..

even though i get comments like mixed blood..

of even worse '杂种' =(

and some people think that im half malay =.=

for your information..

nyonya's are not chinese + malay..

nyonyas came about during the parameswara time..

when hang li po came to Melaka and married the sultan..

her dayang-dayang also married the locals..

soon many china men came to Melaka and married the locals here..

this is how nyonya people (peranakan) came about..

so its not necessarily malay + chinese..

they speak malay but practise chinese culture..

my mom happens to be a pure nyonya..

thus im half nyonya :)

wednesday i went to midvalley with my mom..

she had to get some stuff from carrefour..

and some guy asked me if i was malay or chinese..

i told him i was chinese..

he said i looked like a malay.. =.=

everyone has heard of nyonya food..

but real nyonya food is quite rare..

luckily my grandmother can cook real well =)

her nyonya food is really something..

thats all for today ^^

ps: my dear mother says she'll get me a nyonya kebaya (:

song of the day:

Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

loves,

J12

(ONG CHANG MENG..PLEASE DONT SIMPLE GUESS!!)